she greeted me at the door
of her Greenwich village
town house
a fugitive
from another age of New York
the door shut behind us
and into a world long
left behind
This place was the
last gasp
of Bohemia
the walls with their
crumbling pallor in shades
of death
took the undulating
shapes of her
crippled shoulders
Up those impossible stairs
the studio cluttered with
another generation's
worries and joys
unfolded
before me like a crime scene
there lay remnants
of a night with Calder
twisted into shapes of
champagne cork
housings
were dancers doing pirouettes.
in another corner were exuberances
scribbled on walls by
Marianne Moore
and ee Cummings
echoes
of stars gone dark
If I believed in ghosts
then I saw the
hunched shape
of Dylan Thomas
at the kitchen table
crying for
sobriety
A skylight above
crowned the space
but like on a stage
the light that filtered
through
came from an imaginary
place
We spent our evenings
in the twilight
of her memories
excavating meaning
from an unchanged
narrative
she was its reluctant survivor
left alone
abandoned even
with her pots of paint
and sticks of chalk
only her gnarled fingers
at the end
could scratch out
a clear message
from a
time gone by
a time
she liked better
than
now
Lovely memory.
ReplyDeleteI was there also ('74) and she and LLoyd were kind. It was a magical haunted place. It's sad to grow old but sadder still to grow old without having lived. She lived.
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